Praying to god that this doesn’t end badly.. I don’t know if I would be able to handle that much pain.

I had no idea how much I missed you. Holding you in my arms your head against my chest.. How did that become everything to me? After everything it almost seems like it got stronger instead of fading away like it was supposed to.. Maybe I realized what I messed up. What I lost..

Seeing you again.. I don’t think I’ve ever wanted to be with anyone so much. I don’t think I’ve ever loved every single thing about a person so much..